at times i imagine myself
diving deep into a hole
a lonely plunge in your eyes itself
that gateway to your soul

tell me what do colors mean
teach me now for i'll never know
of bluish skies and meadows green
or what makes fireflies glow

i wonder what it feels like
to meet someone and fall in love
and spend together whole our lives
with romance in the midst thereof

share with me the story when
you first went out on a date
tell me of that tale again
but please be quick, for the hour awaits

i guess there is not much time
to think of things i dint see
guess that soon im going to die
a death of intolerable cruelty

wont ever have a chance to see
a play or visit the church
or learn how college would be
as i wont even make it to birth

i'll never get to live a life
or maybe get a job
grow up to have kids and wife
have someone listen to my heart

only if you met me once
im sure you'd want me to live
and not be lured into accepting
the night's remorseful gift

though no matter how hard i try
i cant be allowed to live
but to kiss you a final goodbye
my mother, it is my only wish

you are the only one to me
a whole wide world i know
that starry sky and a deep blue sea
for in my blood you flow

but please remember when i fall
i'll love you till my last heartbeat
and miss your warmth the most of all
amongst the things i'll never see