Am unsure how long this may last,
Time to move on and get past...
This fatalistic disappointment and rejection,
Removing these walls used for emotional protection.
I really should look for my own contentment,
Rid myself of this unproductive bitterness and resentment.
Just accept and try to forget this unfortunate chapter.
Relax, let be, not actively seek love ever after.
This burdensome oppressive black cloud -
Off with it! Aren’t I allowed,
Some spiritual deep release?
Realizing I alone must discover my own inner peace.
Would I share my heart this easily again?
If only I could start over... the ‘back when.”