My heart may be 85% stronger than it was but my body sure as hell isn't its always gonna be fragile like it is and it's not gonna get any stronger. I'm eshausted even though I went to bed around 8 ad I feel like I haven't slept at all. I should have slept on the couch a bed isn't comfortable to me anymore like it used to be I don't know why but it seems every time I go to sleep in bed I'm still exhausted but yet when I sleep on the couch I'm well rested and wake up refreshed. I guess my body adjusts to sleeping on the couch better than sleeping in bed now. Somedays I don't feel like getting out of bed but I have to force myself to get out of bed so I can get the things done that I need to do.