1. Be in a band playing rock and country music.
2. Have a cameo in big hit movie.
3. Write a #1 Best-seller.
4. Meet Taylor Lautner, Kristen Stewart, and Rob Pattinson.
5. Have a song written about me.

Thats all for now. Whose gonna make my dreams come true? LOL

A deeper depth then this can our love grow.
Deeper then murky waters and the darkest shadows.
Ocean blueness only a small measure of the pureness within.
Glitzy crystals no match to it's beauty brims.
Time is the enemy here. Keeping it's quickening pace.
The only killer of the depths is in a higher place.
Time lurks there with it's light and there'll be shadows none.
Beating down a heart crying to freely run.
The depths go down so far with our love rooted in the core.
But time runs out too quickly, and those depths we can't explore.

Theres not a day goes by that I don't think about "it"
That I don't have "it" on my mind.
I speak of "it" to no one
Because to "it",they are blind.

I don't see "it" everyday
and I don't understand "it" at all.
How can something so big to me, still be so small?

An insignificant little thing
yet "it's" all I've got.
Easy to be found, yet easier to get lost.

Everyone has their own version of "it"
For some, "it's" not been found.
And for those whome haven't found "it" yet
They feel as if they continue to drown.

But when you do find "it"
everything will change.
You'll live life in a slower pace
You'll see things in a wider range.

'So what is this "it"?' You ask
'Is it your mind, your heart or soul?'
Take a good look at your life now,
and when you find "it".. you will know.

-Char-rea 3-26-09