You know it sucks really bad when you want to talk to somebody but you have no one cause everyone is busy with their lives. I understand that but it really sucks when they tell you they will always be there for you and that you can reach out to them at any time. Yet when I reach out to them I get no answer. Kinda defeats the purpose of saying you'll always be there if when ever I reach out to you I get no answer. No answer yet when ever I was ever with you your phone was always in your hand. That's what hurts. Talking to someone on here doesn't really help either, I want one of my real life friends or family, but everyone is too busy. Yet whenever someone has always needed me I was right there at their beck and call. No questions asked, you said you needed me I was there.