The world hates me. I have the worst luck.
And whoever created me has a cruel sense of fairness.
I have the worst set of attributes ever.
I'm good at almost everything I do.
But I'm never great.
I have the worst luck in women.
I'm completely average in every conceivable way, except that I'm good at math/psychology, and I care.¹
I have no life, practically.
None in the current day and age.
I do, but its boring.
I have a good set of friends.
And never have time to go do anything fun with them.
Weekends are a sanctuary.
So I can catch up on sleep.
And I'm not even in college yet.
FML

LOL, I just made my first ever thread in the boards.
Chatroom >>> Flirt.
And I watched Pants on the Ground man from American Idol, I was like LMFAO it was good. YouTube it.
Anyway'z... HI!

Yay! So, I'm on here, in this place again, this site, the bane of my existence. Slash personal cocaine. It sucks. But, I log back on every day. Or so. Sometimes every other day.
Its the people on here. Most of you guys (and girls) suck (PUN intended) (For the guys as well) (Does parentheses make it better?), but some of the people I've found are DEFINATELY worth coming back for.
Anyways.
I have a rifle competition tomorrow. Oh joy. No fun. At all. But at the same time, I think I'll enjoy it. But if I don't go to bed soon, I won't remember it. I'm tired as it is. And nobody's here to yell me to sleep =( OI! Jessica just logged on. She will.
But back from that integrated¹ secant squared line (Calculus joke, LAUGH DAMMIT) (At least AT me for making it), I would like to say, HI.
Haven't done this in a while. Or it feels like it. And I have the most awkward thing in the world coming up.
I mean, its awkward.
Military Ball.
Its the collection of the ROTC cadets from our battalion at school, and their dates. I have 5 weeks until it is THE date, and I'm in a situation.
2 girls. One already going. With somebody else. But of course, she's the one I'd rather go with. FML.
Other girl isn't going, yet. I filled out my senior bio, except for one, and guess what? Question #5: What's your date's name? Due tomorrow.
So now, I HAVE to ask one of my NEWEST friends to go TOMORROW in order to get the bio filled out IN TIME and to go as JUST FRIENDS when I kinda wanted to go with a DIFFERENT girl ², but on top of it, I kinda like girl #2 (The girl I'm asking tomorrow), in that way, but not so much as to say, go to a formal dance to yet. So. Two free girls. One dance. One torn me. Even though I kinda have my own decision already made as to WHOM I'm taking, it doesn't make it any easier once I get there. So I'ma just kinda do what I do best. Avoid making it any awkwarder. Ah well, can't win em all.

P.S. Jessica logged on 9 minutes ago and hasn't said hi yet. ZOMG SHE HATES ME, lol. Anyway, GTFO =)

Fuck it all.
Back to school. For the last time.
Til college, but for now.
Fuckin... Back to school -.-

Got loads of homework. Already. Cuz. It was due today. But. It was Christmas Break. So. I didn't do it :D
I got about 2 hours of sleep last night. About 15 minutes the night before.
That leaves... About 13 hours and 45 minutes short of what I should have.
So I think today is going to be a looooong day.
Not that I'm complaining ¹, but it is the last time I'll get to complain over this.

Dammit. 5 minutes to GTFO to school. I don't wanna go :( I just wanna go back to bed. The two hours I got were nice though. Nice and frustratingly short. I woke up, you know, in that one comfy spot that you NEVER want to wake up in cuz its so comfy you might just not go wherever your going because you don't wanna move? I woke up like that. I listened to my alarm for over a half hour before getting up. I wish I coulda just taken this ONE day off.
Even though I've already had two weeks... O_O
Ah, well.

Time is short. Time is money. Money is short. Money needs growth steroids. Money will have a small wee wee. Money can't be a porn star. Money needs to find a job.

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVERYBODY!

Watching AFV's countdown... Its funny.
But I'm being assaulted with boredom.
This dog total had a lit roman candle in its mouth and was attacking everybody in the vicinity with it. That was funny.
But that's about the gist of everything.
The family conked out technically before the new years.
And I'm alone. Watching AFV.
Life kinda sucks, lol.
Well, maybe there'll be some kinda fun something tomorrow.
Like, me going to fire my 30-06 rifle (Its my baby >:D shadow black, with an 8x optical scope, half pound trigger pull, bolt action sexy awesome hotness).
And maybe gonna go chill at a friends house for a little while, as long as he's not busy.
Do dork things, pwn some people in Halo 3 (See?), Idk yet.
Now I'm day dreaming....
At night...
About nothing.

I need to take a shower..., like, tomorrow morning.
Yeah...
Feeling like I should post something deep or spiritual or something along those lines, but I can't think of anything, and/or too lazy to put too much thought in it.
But oh well.
I'll be fine.
I think.
I hope.
Alas, I tire of this, too.
I hope 2010 is amazing for you all!