U would think kids would get easier. As they get older not mine their still in terrible 2s lol they are 23 and 19 dang I just want to run away I swear .my cat had kittens. I'm still in to wanting. Something. So freaking bad it's not even funny waiting is not my strong place so I am venting things will take shape I know it. I just need to breathe oh life is so good Right now . I'm just loveing it the one thing in my life that is solid I love. So much God. Is so great dropping the right people. In my life when I need so freaking cool. Vic2 out.