Oh I woke up sad today I'm not sure why for sure holidays missing my dad and my little baby in heaven missing it too is part of it. Plans changing I hate change some Times when it's for the better it's ok but I don't know right now theirs so much going threw my head right now dang it I need a change for a while out of this house oh crap I don't know . I do know I hate. Change I wanted to meet New people see new things their is a chance that may not happen so I don't know so I guess I will do what my dad thought me roll with the punches take them down one at a time oh I think I'm staying in bed all day oh crap Vic2. Out.